I appreciate you dropping by to visit me. All in a days thinking is what I do. Earth and water elements are my journey. To help others realize the beauty in themselves.
To see outside of the box and admire the beautiful world. I hope to inspire those who feel touched and want to have a better day or even minute. So browse around. Thank you for visiting, leave a comment I would like to hear what you have too say. On this note I leave, till the morrow & Many Blessings

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Alas a new day

Welcome back,
To whom ever reads these. I have added a playlist to my page in hopes that you might enjoy some music while you read.
I have  recovered from my silly ordeal of my last post and continue to strive each day as it passes. Light is bright at the end of my tunnel some what so I am happy. I decided that I would share some of my other talents with you and show you some of my artistic side of digital drawings and such. So I hope that you will enjoy them.
soon I will be able to open my own studio with these pictures for show and tell purchases.
I have just enrolled into the New York Institute of Photography program to better my self. I always say you can never learn to much. The world is full of knowledge and so you should seek after more each day.

Theses are some of my works. i love the face and the eyes are my most favorite thing to portray in my art work. so you will see much of that. The eyes are the windows to the soul. It's amazing no matter how many times you can see a face it has many expressions on each person. A story about themselves is what it is all about. Of course I can make other things too so that it is not so boring, but my trade mark will be of that. I place an hidden eye in each of my pictures. it is like a hidden watermark so too say. My logo.
Making things like this is my passion, so it keeps me quite busy. And now that I am going to school my schedule will be really full. I am very excited to go farther in the world of photography.

I have done a picture with fish inside of grapes. But that is just me and I like to imagine any thing that I can in different and odd places. Not your normal. Makes life interesting I think, don't you? I also made a picture of a odd tool I found and it kinda sorta looked like it had eyes, so there ya go a digital picture.
This 3rd picture is a blue eye I enlarged which is actually my cats eye. Then I placed the cat inside of his own eye and there you go , you still got a cats eye no matter how you look at it.
so I hope that you have enjoyed my little art show today and maybe you can do something in your life to artistically show off your unknown talents, What ever they may be I wish you success and maybe you can show me, if you want.
So Blessed Be to you & yours, and btw , thanXs for reading my blog  :D

Monday, April 4, 2011

Moments of Sadness

Hello again,
The past few days have been somewhat staggering in emotions. Up and down the ladder. Though it seems
I am on a down spiral at the moment. Family members do not seem to understand me nor do they try. Judgmental on there parts.
I am a book in my eyes. I have a cover, yet it is pretty so I think. I do my best to help others in their own
trials of life so that mine will not seem so hard. Each has their own trials to go through. I cry from the depths of my heart in my closet, so as not to burden any one.
No one wants to hear my mere little dramas with all that is going on in the world, mine are but very small. But are they? I have lost a lot. They do not try and find out what they are. Do my tears turn to blood when I am at deaths door? I think they do. My wings have been plucked so they can pour vinegar on it and watch my pain.
How I wish some times I could crawl out of my own hole I make for myself, but I do not. Save myself somewhat. Who will hear my cry's I say? No one, no one will hear, which is sad. Have you ever heard the real pain of a sad cry ? Someone in real sorrow from there soul? I have. I have many times. It over takes you, crying deep within your soul, to depths of your heart, till it reaches your feet. At that moment you are dieing so I think. Many times you can die. any never really know it, if your not in tune with what is going on except for your own desperation.

I am a book you see. I have many pages. Yet they do see what is inside. Rather burn it than read it. Even
in this book, it have many feelings. Passions,concerns,adventure,death,birth, and rebirths. Will they whom I know, understand me or be willing to understand? They stand in a corner with their fingers pointed and cut you off like your a piece of rag. I love with a pure heart when I am in their service. Am I the women who is to be stoned for not doing as they like? I serve my God as much as they. A modern day warrior. Not all prim and proper as they, but still serve with a full heart. Still have what it takes to follow the right road, but if i should stray off, they will not help? they spit. Is that love? No I think not.  Many people have their own demons to face each day. Whether it be with in themselves or what mother earth throws in there paths.
So today I shall cry yet again . The pain being deep. But tomorrow is yet another day. One as for today I do not look forward too tomorrow at all.

The sun will shine as usual, and the birds will chirp. Maybe I can find hope and faith yet again to go on, so that I may forget about yesterday. My tears will dry up and leave salt residue  in the corners of my eyes till I can wash my face. Or maybe I can dream and never wake up till I reach the  astro-projected universe in the clouds of spirituality.  Till then I shall breath slow and have lots of tissues beside my bed and hug my special lion someone gave to me like forever, because it makes me feel better somewhat.
May your day begin and end with a smile. And the sun shine in your face to make your day seem brighter. And may someone see you inside the book that you are and read you and have compassion and love you just the same, just because.

Soothing Music